turning compost \\ churning change
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qompost queen
“you hold the spade to turn new soil. for the coming grace you hold the plans.” -- ayla nereo 🌈🌿👩🏻🌾🐝🌸🦠✊♻️🐛🧬🗝
a lil earth mama in her garden bliss. turning compost\ churning change ♻️💚
making wishes she had no idea would become so true (or so trying).
this last year has stripped me of all the old, stale, decaying parts of myself and chucked them into a giant compost heap to decompose and be regrown. 🥀 the decomposition is scary af, and feels like dying (yeah, that’s exactly what it is).
the regeneration shows us truths more beautiful than we could ever dream of, and leads us into a powerfully transformative new world of our own creation 🌟🐛🦋🌈🎨🦄🍄🌸
be mindful what you wish for, so that you can recognize it for what it is
( p r a y e r s a n s w e r e d )
( d r e a m s c o m i n g t r u e ) !!!
when it shows up on your doorstep looking like chaos and feeling like death. because if we’re doing life right, we’ll do lots of dying before we die.
there’s so much to say, and i actually yearn to say it. in time...
but slowness is the prescription right now 🌱🐢🌱 refinement of presence 🌼👐🌼
how we do anything is how we do everything. how we do everything is how we do * n o w *. 🌀
it’s all one big magic game to see how honestly and bravely we can be where we are without turning away from ourselves -- and make love + beauty out of what’s in front of us. the magic and depth we yearn for is hidden within the heart of every experience. we have to be there fully to access the gold.
it’s in how we breathe. how we center ourselves as we work. how we carry our bodies as we move. how reverentially we prepare our food.
it’s choosing presence over speed, flow over force, care over control, and intention over habit -- in every. thing. we. do.
“and love says
to everything that is near,
‘i will take care of you.’”
now more than ever, i believe we change the world by deeply knowing + inhabiting + healing + loving ourselves 🤲🌎🤲
